Sunday, June 19, 2011

Tuesday, June 14, 2011

Deadlines oh deadlines... oh boy... I'm dead...

I went back to work today (Monday 13 June 2011) after almost a week break. I took almost a week off just to stay at home and unwind. As the kids get older, it becomes difficult to agree on a holiday spot.The last time I wanted to take them on a holiday (in March to Melaka and April to Trengganu) not all of them went with me. So, this time I just decided to stay home... they can't complain now... in fact they waived their right to complain after they refused to come along with me to Melaka and Trengganu... :-)
Masuk je office today, I saw stacks of files on my desk... OMG what have I done... those days off that I took was despite many missing deadlines that were staring into my eyes today. Sitting in my chair felt like being choked today. I didnt know which one should I do first, since all of them are in the category of "do or die"... Mak!!!! help!!! help!!!

Thus... those are the reasons for my mind refusing to shut down tonight, and this entry...

I really need to strategise for tomorrow and the rest of the week to make sure all those deadlines are clear and out of my way by Friday... possible? well... I'll just have to make it possible...

Pray for me please.......

Sunday, June 12, 2011

changing focus..

someone wise said, dont think about what u dont have or what u could hv had, instead focus on what u have... 

Thursday, June 9, 2011

Malam Jumaat

Malam ni malam Jumaat... 
Hati teringat semua yg telah tiada
Arwah mak, bapak, ende, opah, atuk, embah... dan ramai lagi...
Alfatihah buat mereka
Semoga semuanya ditempatkan bersama org2 yg soleh...

Sunday, June 5, 2011

wicked witches

Beware of the wicked witches of the south
For they always wait for opportunities with open mouth
just like an alligator in a calm stream
they snatch away ur life before u could even scream...

Saturday, June 4, 2011

too little too late..

seribu thn kau bersamaku sewaktu ku senang takkan dpt melupuskan sehari yg kau tinggalkan aku sewaktu ku susah..

I'm not a super woman..

I'm not the kind of girl
That u can let down
And think that everything's ok..
Boy I am only human
This girl needs more than occassional hug
As a token of love from u to me....

Friday, June 3, 2011

I'm not kidding

If you think I'm kidding
Think again...

Because I'm serious when I say
Sooner or later you'll be the last thing on my mind...

As the little ones are no longer little
My needs for you have gone down
Not a little but more than a ton...

What more... the not so little ones
Are majority boys to men
Even the only girl won't mind
Because even when she walks down the isle some day
One of her brothers can give her away...

So... trust me when I say
Even right now you are the LAST thing on my mind...

Oh by the way... I'm not just talking about my mind
I'm also telling you that you are also FAR from children's mind...
No, I never taught them to forget you
They got the signal directly from you...

So, all in all
Trust me when I say that I'm not kidding
That sooner than later, you are the LAST thing on my mind... on our minds...

Sooner or later...

Sooner or later i'll be free
To leave the past behind
Sooner or later you're gonna be
The last thing on my mind
Little by little i'm finding out
The truth behind your eyes
Maybe if i don't show
I thought you might like to know
You're gonna be the last thing on my mind