too little too late..

seribu thn kau bersamaku sewaktu ku senang takkan dpt melupuskan sehari yg kau tinggalkan aku sewaktu ku susah..

I'm not a super woman..

I'm not the kind of girl

That u can let down

And think that everything's ok..

Boy I am only human

This girl needs more than occassional hug

As a token of love from u to me....

I'm not kidding

If you think I'm kidding

Think again...

Because I'm serious when I say
Sooner or later you'll be the last thing on my mind...

As the little ones are no longer little
My needs for you have gone down
Not a little but more than a ton...

What more... the not so little ones
Are majority boys to men
Even the only girl won't mind
Because even when she walks down the isle some day
One of her brothers can give her away...

So... trust me when I say
Even right now you are the LAST thing on my mind...

Oh by the way... I'm not just talking about my mind
I'm also telling you that you are also FAR from children's mind...
No, I never taught them to forget you
They got the signal directly from you...

So, all in all
Trust me when I say that I'm not kidding
That sooner than later, you are the LAST thing on my mind... on our minds...

Sooner or later...

Sooner or later i'll be free
To leave the past behind
Sooner or later you're gonna be
The last thing on my mind
Little by little i'm finding out
The truth behind your eyes
Maybe if i don't show
I thought you might like to know
You're gonna be the last thing on my mind

Disappointed...

If you won't be with me in time of my needs, then don't be with me at all...

Translation/Terjemahan:

Jika awak tak ingin bersama saya ketika saya memerlukan, tak payahlah awak bersama saya langsung...

"Kekal" di AF...

Sayang dengarkanlah
Syair kau tulis ku lagukan
Moga jadi siulan
Suatu masa
Dan moga engkau kan tersenyum
Dengan irama indah
Hanya itu
Yang mampu ku beri

Di dalam mimpiku
Syair indah
Yang masih ku baca
Hangus terbakar
Dengan tak ku sangka
Yang ku mimpi
Rupanya terjadi
Punah semuanya

Kesepian kini
Menyusuli hari
Syair nan di rindu
Kau bawa bersama
Tinggallah irama
Terus ku lagukan
Kekal ia bersama
Serpihan harapan kita yang punah

Kita tak menduga
Dari kenalan lahir sayang
Hingga ku terlupa
Kau siapa
Setulus kasih ku kalungkan
Dan selautan sayang
Kau singkirkan
Di persada ramba

I just can't stop humming this song (Kekal... Ziana Zain) since last Saturday night when the song was performed at AF9... it was sung beautifully by Lena, the only AF candidate this year that really has talent... yang lain tu... hm... hampeh... oh, ada one other candidate who also has a bit of a talent in him, Eirul, the Korean fanatic guy... I think he can last till the final, all those girls yg giler kan Korean artists would surely vote for him... I think...

A quick get away...

I went on a 2-day rendezvous on 4th and 5th April... actually it was a business trip, but as usual, I mixed the business with some pleasure...I wish I had time to write about it... but I have so much "homework" to do tonite... So, I'm only sharing the photos... (the photos are not in the order of timing... malas nak susun...).........

We left on Monday 4th April, 6.45am, rainy morning, couldnt even see KLCC...

Genting-Sempah Tunnel...

Stopped for bfst at Temerloh R&R... Akim ni kalau ambik gambar, tak buat muka, tak sah... Hmm...

A Bumiputera Pharmaceutical company where my student did her internship

 Pantai Sura, Dungun... I used to live and work here in 1991-1994... this beach sure brings back a lot of flashbacks... I was overwhelmed by emotion once I layed my eyes on this beach.... I have been back here only once in 2006 for a meeting at the place where I used to work before... but this is the first time for MJ after almost 20 years...

My son, Akim said: Mummy, u mean u used to live here? Why did u move to Shah Alam? This place is gorgeous!!! Mia and Nabil also agreed with him...

Believe me sayanag... I wish I hadn't moved too...

"

 

The hotel we stayed in in Kuala Trengganu... I wanted to stay in Primula but it was fully booked...

View of South China Sea from our room... at sunset...

 Sunrise... well it as almost 7.30am... way after sunrise... I fell asleep waiting for sunrise after subuh to capture it in a photo... When I woke up, it was about 7.30am... 

Jejak kasih 1 - Muaz's baby sitter when he was about 1 year old...

Jejak Kasih 2 - the girl at Pasar Payang (KT) from whom we always bought our batik cloth... she is still there after 20 years... actually it was her who recognised me and MJ... She saw MJ first... she cried out "Abang... buat apa kat sini?..." and then she saw me..."Eh, Kak Ani!!! Dok beghubah langsung... putih melepak macang dulu jugak"... I was "Huh??"... Actually I didnt remember her at first... after a while, baru teringat. She even remembered Muaz... she asked about him... how sweet....

2 horses by the beach of Pantai Batu Buruk... they caught our attention because these horses were not tied and walked freely there... 

Masjid Terapung, Kuala Ibai... we stopped for Asar on our way to KT... 

The 2 photos were taken within a few minutes apart by the same camera, but the scene looked so different.. Hmm....

While waiting to be fetched by my uncle who is now a KT residence...that's Jejak Kasih 3, but forgot to take photos....

Kelantan Football team was also staying in the same hotel... here's Akim with Khairul Fahmi, the goal keeper... the keeper that helped Malaysia championed the Suzuki cup not long time ago... It really made Akim's day because he is a football fanatic fan....

 Akim and Nabil with another player (I dont know his name)

Masjid Kristal...

Jejak Kasih 4 - with an old high school friend... 

Taman Tamadun Islam...

 ..

Jejak Kasih 5 - an ex staff who is now working in Trengganu...

Jejak Kasih 6 - the house I used to live.. looks so run down.. 

Mia - Pantai Batu Buruk...

Masjid Kristal...

Last glimpes of Dungun on our way back...

Good bye Trengganu... till next time...