DO NOT READ THIS... part 4

I woke up this morning with a clearer mind than yesterday... I guess it is because I have managed to lift some of the weights of my chest by writing about it in this blog...

After praying to Allah for peace of mind and good and safe future for my children, I continued my work that I brought home from the office. I went to SMC at about 8.15am for my daily dressing. Alhamdulillah the nurse said that I am recovering faster than expected... nampaknya hampa lagi lah orang2 yg mendoakan kematian aku...

Come to think of it, why are those people praying really hard for my death? Hm... I talked about this with the nurse who has been doing my dressing this past 2 weeks... you know what she said...

"sebab puan banyak harta, mereka mengharap ayah mereka dapat claim faraid kalau puan mati. in fact itu lah sebabnya suami puan tak nak ceraikan puan... saya ada tengok kes macam ni... sedara saya sendiri..."

So, now it is very clear... memang bangsat kelas 1...

About 5 minutes ago, I log on to FB and checked on Mia's wall... what do u know... diana has deleted Mia from her friend's list. Akhirnya budak itu sedar yang dia memang tak cukup kelas nak berkawan dgn my Mia... tapi funny thing is she and marina still mengata Mia on her wall... even worse, they deleted Mia's comments yg pedas2 dan mengena batang idung dia org and wrote something else... Really loser... I should congratulate my husband and his old wife for raising such a first class loser...

DO NOT READ THIS... part 3

I thought u said my writing has no quality... then why are you still reading this? shame on u...

DO NOT READ THIS... part 2

You still here? wow... what an inquisitive mind you have... but remember this... curiousity kills the cat... dont say I didnt warn you...

I sympathise with my husband (my husband? yes... he is still legally my husband, but I hope not for long) actually... he suffers from bipolar personality... when we were alone, he showed me so much affection like he existed only for me... but when his children (from his other wife) were around, he changed into singa lapar... like he had to prove to them that I was a nobody to him... may be he wanted them to report to their mother how their father treated their stepmother... And can you imagine, what could he possibly wish to gain from that? Did he think that I was going to just stay put and just take all his sepak terajang sitting down?

And until right now... he still badmouths me to his children..... he told them that I never perform solat, and that I am crazy... dont believe me? Read Nur Diana Mohsar's FB wall - she publicises her wall... I guess these people never learned tauhid in their lives... or if they have learned it, they just do not have enough faith (iman) to believe in it...

Back to my point of him being ever so proud to announce to the world about my shortcomings, most of which are lies anyway, dont you find it odd? No? not even a little? If you dont find it odd, there must be something wrong with you too...

Why is it odd? If I were such a baaaaaad wife, why is he going out of his way fighting me in court by engaging a lawyer to contest my claim for taklik divorce? If i were such a baaaad wife, why didnt he just agree to my claim and let me go so that he and his other family can just live happily ever after? If I were such a baaaad wife why is he begging me to drop the taklik suit? Yup... he still does that... up to now... but of course when noone is looking... and of course he would never leave any proof, written or recorded, only verbal...

I'm getting tired... I will continue later ok... sabar... I have a lot more to tell...

If you dont want to know the truth, DO NOT READ THIS!!!

Until tonight I never knew I had so many silent followers... funny thing is, these followers have no guts to write a comment here but instead discuss about it in their FB links... what a loser... u know just like a Malay proverb... baling batu sembunyi tangan... only losers and cowards do that...

And since they have so much to discuss about the thoughts that cross my mind, I feel compelled to tell everything here... I will present the facts in a list, and the numbering does not signify the importance of the points...

1. I am, a matter of fact, the co-owner of the house at No. 16, Jalan Lumpit Tiga 18/35C, Seksyen 18, 40200 Shah Alam. If you know someone that works at Pejabat Tanah Petaling, you can ask him/her to check the title of this property: LOT No. PT 1615 Seksyen 18, Title No: HSM 2581, Mukim Damansara, District of Petaling, State of Selangor.

I dont just co-own by name (tumpang nama), I contributed to the partial payment for the said property. If you know someone who works at EPF, you can ask him/her to check this checque no: RHB ISLAMIC BANK "512247". Amount: RM60,044,91.

For the record, this house is currently occupied by him and his daughter khairani and his son wafi, and occasionally his other wife would come over with his other 2 daughters diana and marina. And he has also been telling everyone that the house belongs to him alone and that I have non what so ever claim on that house. If you were me... woudnt you feel sakit hati? No? If you dont, you are definitely not normal...

I have said this before and I will say it again now... I hope that all 3 of those girls, khairani diana and marina akan dapat suami lebih teruk dari bapak dia orang...

لا إِلَهَ إِلا أَنتَ سُبْحَانَكَ إِنِّي كُنتُ مِنَ الظَّالِمِين

2. On 15th July 2008, in a fight between me and my husband (until now he is still my husband, and somehow for reasons that I cannot comprehend, he is adamant to fight my taklik claim, even though he takes so much pride in telling the whole world how bad a wife I am to him...), after slapping my right cheek with the back of his right hand, he said this...

KALAU TAK SUKA DUDUK DI RUMAH NI, KAU BERAMBUS LAH DUDUK RUMAH KAU YANG DI PORT KLANG TU...

When I said then he didnt have any right to kick me out because I was (and still am) the co-owner of the house and I also contributed in settling the mortgage/loan... he said

"BESOK AKU BOLEH SAIN CHECK BAGI KAT KAU..."

Hm.... but till today, he hasnt paid a single cent... In any culture in the world, what type of a man would be willingly, knowingly, consciously and even proudly live on his wife's money? In Malay: Jenis lelaki apakah ini yang secara sedar malah berbangga hidup atas duit isteri? Bukan sahaja itu, malah isteri ini pula dihalau dari rumah tersebut kemudian dia mencanang ke seluruh dunia akan keburukan isterinya ini... tapi bila isteri ini tuntut cerai, dia pasang lawyer tak nak lepaskan interinya... Siapa yang gila sekarang? and I know exactly what type of a man he is... I'm sure you know it too... it has 5 letters, starts with D and ends with S...

You might wonder if there was a witness.. you bet there was... in fact there were several witnesses... one of them is muhammad wafi bin mohsar who was grinning from ear to ear...

If you know wafi, please dont be shy to ask him. I am sure he would be proud to confirm this.

So, when I moved out of that house, he cannot call me isteri derhaka because I didnt move out without his bleassing, I was KICKED OUT... and being an obedient wife that I am, I moved out lah... the only wrong I did was I didnt move into a Port Klang house as he instructed because I dont own a house there, I have one in Klang, but not in Port Klang.

And you think this is the first time he kicked me out? Nope... there were at least 3 times before that...

And this is the photo taken less than 24 hours after my cheek received his deadly slap...

Oh, you want to know the reason for him losing his temper? Because I asked him to ask his daughter khairani to help him wash the dishes... Imagine that... No sirry... I am not making this up, there was a police report (made by me of course) on this, so, if you say I make this up, then you sue me for faking a police report... I dare you...

3. khairani started moving with us in 2006 I think and wafi moved in about 2 years before that. And these skunks were so arrogant and acted like they were the lords of the manor when their father was not home. And when I told their father, his answer was:

KENAPA DIA ORG NAK RESPECT AWAK? AWAK BUKAN MAK DIA ORANG!!

Boleh terima dek akal tak statement ni? Hard to believe... but believe it, it happened... but if you ask him, he would surely deny it... what to do, but demi Allah, Allah lah saksinya...

and several times, he even said this

KALAU ANI TAK SUKA DUDUK DI RUMAH NI DENGAN ANAK ABANG... CARILAH RUMAH LAIN...

Winesses? U bet there were... at least in 2 occassions, khairani was there standing by the door of the bedroom that she used to share with my daughter, Mia. And please.. dont be shy to ask Khairani about this because, like her brother, she would definitely be proud to stand witness... to tell the world how they have achieved their mission...

Are you sure you want to read more?

Ok... I will tell you more... but not now... I will continue some other time, now let me catch some zzzzzzz... goodnite....

Attempt to shake off the negative vibes...

I got so tired of being cooped up in the house since the operation that I had about 2 weeks ago...
So, today I took Mia, Aqim and Nabil to Pak Li Kopitiam for lunch... I hope the outside would help shed off some of these negative vibes that have been surrounding me...

I had vegetarian meehoon soup and air suam... no pic because the soup looked so pathetic... what do you expect, soup orang dalam pantang... haha...


Mia had nasi lemak kari ayam... looked so yummy, sib baik I managed to hold myself together...



Aqim had nasi lemak ayam goreng... for someone who has been dalam pantang for about 2 weeks now, even this looked gooooood....


Nabil ordered fish and chips and once it was placed in front of him, he dived into it... i mean really dived and hancurkan the fillet... tak sempat ambik gambar... this boy memang susah nak makan, walaupun we have ordered something he himself asked for... after he mashed the fillet and ate about 2 bits, he said... "dah kenyanglah mummy..."... haih...


And this is me waiting for my vegetarian meehoon soup trying very hard to shake off the negative vibes... You think it works? nah....


After the lunch, I just drove home... once I parked the car, my mobile rang, and Aqim's face appeared on the screen... thinking that Aqim was playing with his phone, I scolded him "Apahal main phone ni Aqim?". Innocently Aqim said "mana ada... eh, mana phone Aqim???"... So, I quickly answered the call, a lady's voice:

"hello, ni siapa? kenal tak tuan punya handphone ni? Saya jumpa kat Pak Li Kopitiam..."

OMG... despite the negative vibes that I have been carrying around me... Allah shows me that the world is not just full of evil people... there are still honest and sincere people on this planet... I guess this lunch outing did help me shed some of those negative vibes.... well... a little...

Cermin

Sikap anak-anak adalah cermin ajaran ibu dan ayahnya... itu sebabnya apabila anak-anak bersikap biadap, orang akan berkata anak-anak itu bersikap KURANG AJAR... walau pun sebenarnya mereka bukan KURANG DIAJAR oleh ibu atau ayah mereka. Mereka sebenarnya DIAJAR secara sengaja untuk bersikap biadap serta kasar begitu seperti bajingan tengik... ini adalah merujuk secara spesifik kepada anak-anak yang masih dibawah jagaan ibu dan ayah mereka...

Tapi harus diingat banyak sudah terjadi di bumi ini, anak-anak yang dilatih menjadi kurang ajar pada orang lain, di hari kemudiannya berpaling dan bertindak kurang ajar pula pada ibu dan ayahnya...

Syukur alhamdulillah... anak-anakku selalu kuajar supaya menghormati orang tua walaupun orang itu adalah parasit dalam hidup mummy mereka ini...

Thank you Muaz, Amin, Mia, Aqim dan Nabil. Mummy is very proud of the five of you. Jangan sekali-kali mengikut jejak langkah perangai mereka yang sengaja DIAJAR oleh ibu dan ayah mereka supaya hidup seperti PARASIT dan bangsa ISRAEL...

Some useful definitions

BANGSAT:

ORANG YANG TIADA TANAH, HARTA ATAU RUMAH, LALU MENUMPANG DI TANAH, HARTA ATAU RUMAH ORANG LAIN, KEMUDIAN BERLAGAK PULA SEPERTI TUAN TANAH...


ISRAEL:

SATU BANGSA YANG DATANG MENUMPANG DI TANAH PALESTINE TETAPI KEMUDIANNYA MENGHALAU BANGSA PALESTINE DARI TANAH MEREKA SENDIRI


PARASIT:

SEJENIS HIDUPAN YANG HIDUP DENGAN MENUMPANG HIDUPAN LAIN DAN DI DALAM PROSES MEMUSNAHKAN HIDUPAN ATAU HOS YANG DITUMPANGINYA


BANGANG:

BANGANG ADALAH ORANG YANG TAK LULUS SPM/STPM, ATAU LULUS TERLALU RENDAH SEHINGGA TIDAK MELAYAKKANNYA UNTUK MELANJUTKAN PELAJARAN KE KOLEJ ATAU UNIVERSITI, TAPI MENUDUH PULA ORANG LAIN YANG BANGANG... KALAU ORANG ITU TAK LULUS SPM/STPM TAPI DUDUK DIAM-DIAM DAN TIDAK MEMANGGIL ORANG LAIN BANGANG, MAKA ORANG ITU TIDAKLAH DIKATEGORIKAN SEBAGAI BANGANG...


BODOH:

BODOH ADALAH ADALAH ORANG TAK TAHU PROSEDUR... TAPI BERLAGAK PANDAI MACAM DIA TAHU SEGALANYA...


SIAL:

SIAL ADALAH ORANG YANG TIDAK PASTI AKAN STATUSNYA SAMADA ANAK HALAL ATAU HARAM DISEBABKAN OLEH PERKARA-PERKARA BERIKUT:
1. Ibu dan ayahnya telah ringan2 dan terlajak 2-3 hari sebelum bernikah dan ibunya telah "bunting pelamin".
2. Ibunya telah menjalin hubungan sulit dengan lelaki lain dan ayahnya telah memaafkam ibunya dan anak itu lahir 9 bulan selepas terjalinnya hubungan sulit itu.
3. Anak yang lahir dari lelaki dan perempuan yang mengaku telah rujuk selepas perceraian hanya selepas 5 tahun berlalu, tetapi tiada saksi atau pernikahan semula...


FIRAUN:

Orang yang jarang jatuh sakit lalu angkuh dan mengaku bahawa dirinya tiada dosa... perlu diingat, firaun adalah kafir dan tidak masuk syurga...